No, Just Don't.

This will never be a good look. For anyone.

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I received some bad family news last night. I do not want to talk about it for 2 reason's. Family privacy and b/c I'll fall apart if I do, which of course would destroy my whole tough girl image. So don't ask. Things seem to be very positive that everything will be ok. Only time will tell.

In the mean time humor I find is really one of the only things that I can cling to to keep spirits up (for me and for everyone else) and keeps the brain from wandering into dangerous destructive territory. I just don't know how else to handle tough situations like this without breaking down into a big pile of wet tissues and bringing everyone else down with me.

Outlooks need to be positive. Lucky for me work is busy as hell and I have tons of schoolwork to help keep my mind elsewhere. And I have a huge support system to back me up (Paul - Thank you for the things you said last night and the things you promised to do if the need arises).

I doubt I'll be blogging much in the next week so everyone have a good holiday, stay safe and out of trouble. Also, if there is anyone you love or have anything special to say to them but haven't, please PLEASE tell them. Always make sure the people you care about know how you feel, don't assume they just know. Time is short and the future is unknown.